don't let the winds come and blow the buds away

Aww, I like the idea of beardys getting their beards tidied up. Obviously.

It was lovely out two days ago, hey? almost like a real live spring for a minute there!
Sarahb and I let Dayna take photos of us for her new job at Gelaskins. Nice to have a valid reason to hang out in Bellwoods and then drink bloody marys afterwards.
Sort of legit.

when Dayna posts the pictures I will forsure repost them for y'all.

I'm thinking about getting a personalized Gelaskin for my phone. You can get them to make a skin out of your own photos/artwork. that'd be pretty wild.
Should I do a collage of my face
[]yes
or
[]yes



Love magnolias. So much.

I'm working too much the next few days. Especially since I have several things that need attending to.
Ugh.

step into my booth let me let me

haaaaaahiiii


Once again I don't really have time to tell you about everything these days. My mum's still staying with me and she's trying to sleep while I type (wow, bachelor apartment, wow) and so she's probably pretty annoyed with me.



Today Prune and Flash Gordon and my mother and I went to Stratford. I have more to say about it but yeah, no time right now.



I bought a new app for my mini computer (iphone) which I'm kind into, the incredibooth! I lovelove photobooths, so it follows that I'm into this app. You're welcome for uploading such unflattering pictures of myself and those I love. !!!!



This week's been a bit of shitshow in terms of partying, also. In a fun way.. and I kind of hope/dread that it will continue into the weekend. Want to party? Let's do it!

spock was always my favourite (in fact I claimed he was my father for awhile there)

This is for Accost! And me, because I love old Star Trek. I think Accost prefers new Star Trek, but still. This is worth watching. So well put together! Who has this kind of time?
Trekkies.
(I still hate that song though) 

Today I just felt too homesick but then I realized, hey, I get to go home on Saturday!
Yessssssssssssssss.

I feel a bit like summer hasn't actually started because I haven't been back to Saskatoon yet. But when I get back summer basically will be half over! It goes so fast!

Saskatoon always goes so quickly too quick to take.
And it always stresses me out.

Cpt. Heh is now my neighbour! Perfect!
I took advantage of this tonight by going over to hang out with him for a little minute on his front stoop which is on Bathurst. Then Niki came by, too. Then a group of people I know walked by on their way to Dance Cave (ahahaahaaaaaa) and when they told us this, I laughed so hard!
Awww man, Dance Cave. I wish I had had the energy to go along with them. A group of late-20s/early-30s on a Thursday night at Dance Cave. Wow.
I have been in the market for a sweet 19 year-old babe!

Okay I have to go to bed so that tomorrow I can run errands, pack, clean, brunch and possibly even square-dance!

open bar =

I have things to do every single day until I leave to go back to Saskatoon (the 20th). Kind of fun but also kind of annoying because I love not leaving the house and sleeping forever.


more pictures from the other night.






Networking!



The dudes were pretty good dancers, jiving us around and stuff!

Here he is lifting me in the air and I'm a bit terrified..






we laughed and danced and partied forever.







Sometimes people just feel like picking other people up and twirling them around. I don't know why!






Uh oh what a lady!




Someone loves me...





Then we opened our mouths a lot. Probably from all the exictement!



Open bar =


Yayay there you go! All the pictures from a full week ago!

I worked a lot this weekend. And partied.

More on that later. More on everything later! Later! Later!

Oh wait, here's a video with Aaron Eves in it. He was funny in his video last night and also in this video.

i was in the coal digging up diamonds

that the miners had left behind behind behind




Dear Diary,
I have way too much to say to you. I have little time (or it feels that way at least?) to do it in. I also have no proper words lately to hash things out, maybe because I've been over-socialized to the extreme max can't even explain.
I know that I need time alone sometimes but I seriously can't find it always.




Take last night, for instance; I just got home from a mini-vaca at Deck's parents house in Owen Sound and I knew that I should stay home and veg out, but instead I went to Accost's birthday BBQ (which was a good idea obviously since I'm a pretty big fan of Accost and of all the other people who were there) and then after that I went to walk the dog and from there I went to the Ossington because some of my BFFs were all there premiering a music video they'd made. Then from there I stopped by Dakota because I thought buds would be there and also because I'm pretty into the current Wednesday band, Zeus. (ooo I see they're playing in Saskatoon in September, you should go it'll be fun). And then after that I went to Lakeview!
What's wrong with me?! I'm such a dumb!
I need to stay home and chill the fuck out!




And thennnn this morning I had brunch with Dollface, a commercial audition, then pretty much as soon as I got home I went out again for coffee with Cpt. Heh and then to Bellwoods to hang out with him and the gang and draw pictures and drink tall tall cans of Arizona ice tea.



Why don't I spent any time alone?!
I'm not sure I even know how to do it anymore!

I can feel myself getting annoyed and annoying but yet I have such a hard time extricating myself from social situations. What if they have fun without me??
I would die.



Aw, man, I wasn't hungry until that lentil soup started cooking and now I can't even concentrate I'm so starved!

work week starting now

I know that I just had four days off in a row but it 100% did not feel like that at all.
And now I'm working all weekend and then have a bunch of days off next week. Except next week is already packed for sure with so much to do and so much partying to accomplish.
Prune and I looked through the NXNE listings today... might be planning on partying x 1000. Maaaaybe.
Want to join in??

When did I become a busy person?
I haven't read a book in weeks.

Do not want to go to work tonight. Want all the moneys. Hmm.

now pulse and pulse and pulse

So I guess by "this afternoon" I meant "in the middle of the night"...



Worked out with Dollface this morning. Yes I did not that is unusual because I work out every day because I am responsible and smart and I take care of my body just like actors should.

FUCK I HATE WORKING OUT SO BAD.

Um.. nothing?

It really is not bad with Dollface because she tells me what to do and I try to not do it or make fun of it and we watch shitty music videos and stuff, but still.



Then I had lunch with my actor friend and we talked about how we hate gyms. Mmmhmm.
Lakeview breakfast, haven't eaten there much when I'm sober - it was preeety tasty. I had eggs and greens and fruit and potatoes. Their greens are nice because of the sunflower seeds and greenery variety and the hashbrowns were lightly curried. YEP.
Not much I love better than long, relaxed lunches.
Except maybe partying-until-dawn.



Had a beer with Cheespie and Cpt. at Press Club this eve and then walked Kaya and talked to my mum for about an hour, so, of course, my un-busy day turned out to be overly-full. Of Course.

So still not enough time in my days to catch you up over here.



I still have tomorrow with absolutely no plans but then I'm sure there's stuff I'm forgetting about and definitely stuff that I should do (hi, laundry, I'm looking at you right now).....

rush rush rush work it out

Okay dudes I'm going to be back around this afternoon with more to say and photos and stories and goddamn too much to do, lately! Four engagements yesterday which since I usually spend at least half a day on my own was a bit muuuch. But fun, still.

Hit up the Rivoli again last night for their sketch night (I love comedy) and the first half was a bit slow, okay but not the best. But the second half was a set by the amazing The Imponderables and it was very fun.
Sketch comedy is one of the hardest things, I think. And when it's good, it's very good.


Here is a funny video that the Imponderables made and showed us last night:

off with your head, dance 'til you're dead

Oh, wow. I love when I've been worrying about something and then I don't have to worry about it anymore. Seriously what a load off my mind.

I finally (after a year or so of being an idiot) got a new mattress for my futon. Tanner took me with his production van to the futon store and we brought it home like it was no big deal. I mean, I really didn't have the $200 to spend on this guy but I already feel like it's worth it. I no longer have to be embarrassed if people want to stay over at my house.
The mattress that I had was horrendous for two people but actually fine for me... still embarrassing.
I'm ridiculously glad to be rid of it.


Hahaha I was just listening to the new Metric and Yeah Yeah Yeahs albums and I was like "now this is the best Metric track" and then I realized that it was Yeah Yeah Yeahs... Metric's album is not not bad though, in my humble opinion.
But this Yeah Yeah Yeahs? UhHuh Yes!

I'm kind of busy lately, I don't really know why, it's not like I ever work. I must have too many friends yes that must be it. I'm very popular and sought-after. And different from all other animals.

Today three people told me that my hair looks nice, I assume it is because I haven't bathed today. Also, I'm kind of in love with this L'Oreal studio spray-gel that I bought on sale at Shoppers, in case you were wondering (BFF I'm looking at you).

Ha! Tilda is acting like a kitten chasing the little twerp all around and beating him up she is very silly. Come over and see them before they're gone!

I want to have a nap! New bed nap! No time for naps!
I'm performing at The Talent Show tonight at Smiling Buddha -- you should come! If you have a talent, you can even perform. It's late notice! Whatever, I'm talented, come hang, etc. Doors at 8 show at 9, probably should've mentioned it earlier.

First I gotta go chill out with the dog and wake up a bit more. I'm a little worried that my talent is going to suck. Maybe people won't find it as funny as I do. Probably they will................................

Hopefully this video is processed before you go to watch it

when the first cup of coffee tastes like washing up

she knows she losing it
oh yes she's losing it

Guess what?!



It seemed like a good idea to get a new computer! Even though I just got mine fixed! It's okay though on account of I'm going to sell my old one for about what this cost me! And all will be right with the world.

Sorry about blog-lack. I know you've been worried and desperately wondering about my life and SO ON.
I'm busy. And also not. Also wasting a LOT of time.

This lap-top is like a heater. I will use it instead of hot water bottle when I get cramps.

I have been updating my flickr so you can go there to learn more about my life. okay thanks.