back up your files right now pls

SO.
tomorrow i will get my computer back with a new harddrive (about 3 times the size so that's good i guess) did you know that the average life-span of a harddrive is 3 to 4 years? DID YOU???? WTF?
back up your files, yes?

new harddrive is going to cost almost what the damn computer cost me in the first place but lord knows i got a good deal... so... UGH.
life is hard. and also wonderful.

so I have to take the drive to a data recovery specialist if i want my stuff back but who knows if it's even worth it??? I don't know. yikes x 100.

I feel a bit like I'm losing my mind these days. Watching too much TV and deep into The Diviners...

Also still sick, feeling much better but no voice still.

Dollface took me for groceries today and I bought way too much shit. So much good stuff. Going to go home soon and stuff my face with fruits.

Been drinking orange juice and beer like a poor man's mimosa but it's delicious and good for my cold. I'm sure.

Tired of being on the verge. On the edge of being someone. Of getting somewhere. Of striving for things. Tired of working shitty jobs and I'm feeling like the biggest deservist ever. I should not have to work I should not have to be in the service industry I should be able to do whatever I want

let me tell you, this is not a good attitude and is not serving me well. At all. I'm going to be broke on the streets in a very short time.
With my new harddrive.

I don't want it to rain tonight, I want to bike around and party down. Oh except I'm so exhausted still. I don't realize until I leave the house and then I feel like I need to take a break from living or something.

I'm terribly sad to have missed my friend's wedding this past weekend. And I'm not sure it was worth it.

But I'll have pictures for you tomorrow.. if my computer comes home to me.