9.21.2010

shorter days and longer nights

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I think it's that time of the year.

Yeah, I don't know what I mean by that.

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I need a new job. Anyone?
Come on now, I have skills. Sort of. I have bits of skills at least. I almost know how to serve and I almost know how to bartend. I once woked in retail. I know how to use a computer a bit but not Word or any other business program except Final Draft kind of. I am available occasionally but not in the days and not at late nights. Also, I want to have an occasional weekend day free.

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See, totally eligible for all the best jobs ever!

I'm still in a bad sort of mood, I feel stressed out by being double booked three times at work this week, and having to get out of shifts at one or the other.
And I feel mildly unhappy about where I am in my life and career and I feel stressed out about friendships I once relied on now maybe not being the best thing for me?

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Yeah, it's fall. The time of year where I go out less and hopefully get more done. I just want to make Christmas crafts and can things.

Summer seemed like a heartbeat, like it wasn't even here. Like it never settled in for me.
Apparently as you age your perception of time speeds up, so everything goes by so much quicker.
I would attest to that.
It makes some things easier and some things harder.

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It also means that it'll be very soon that I'm an actual adult who is good at interacting and good at going about life. In theory.